I'm tired, so tired...

Í just want to disapear. I just want to go away, forget everything and just... I know it's weird but I just want to be locked away like a bird in a cage but, obviously, not a common bird, an exotic one. One that, even though it's locked and caged, is treated well and has everything needed. Like they are protecting me from the outside world. I would accept that almost instantly like in a heartbeat. I would devote myself to them, the one taking care and control of me. I would sacrifice myself, love them and hope they would love me back. I would sleep in their arms. I would let them dominate me, control me in every way. My breathing, my heartbeat, my eyes, everything.

I would belong to them and only them.