Today, I'm tired.
Not physically, I didn't even did anything today. Just stayed at home doing nothing productive.
But emotionally, well, that's a diferent story.
I have this feeling eating me inside. I think that he is being feed by the big changes I had now in my life. New school and I still didn't adapt to the new surroundings. I'm scared of not being in place.
I'm afraid of being making big mistakes. I'm horrified of my future being a failure.
And this terrible feeling has taken place in my heart today with the emotion of not being able to change anything. I feel like the time stopped and when it starts again, everything will just fall.
I think I can't do anything but wait for another day, hope that this feeling disapear and that I will be my usual self.
As I said in the begining, today, I'm tired. Tomorrow, maybe not.
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